MONDAY BLUES

This post is going to make sense..whatever it takes...

Got to work today, and i have never been so down.
Been in headsets the whole day
Listening to one song really... Home by Jay Sean
I do not relate to the song
I just like how slow it is, and the talent displayed
It resonates my mood.

I hate moody people,so i hope am not turning into one.

Okay, from the beginning....

Some guy has the nerve to lie to someone dear to me.
And i backed him up.Unintentionally ofcourse.
See, i did not know.
That makes me super mad.
But that`s not my story to tell even though it started my nightmare

Then of course i went to twitter to talk to myself about it..*dont laugh.
Then some person completely gets the wrong idea am talking about him
Okay, so the shoe fit him perfectly, and i was not talking about him.
I could not care less if he lied to me or not, that is how much i do not care about this being.
But then it became an issue and brought me back to the single subject i try not to blog about;
Boys.

I do not understand the need for boys to have more than they already have.
I am not generalizing.
If you are happy and love your girlfriend, am proud of you.And may you stay blessed.

Is it so hard to be satisfied with one person though?

All that bothered me cause it reminded me of stuff i would rather not be reminded about.

Then i started re-thinking everything.
All my relationships with boys...
Came to one conclusion.
I once made a mistake, and i would do anything not to do it again.

I Like/Liked one guy...
But i do not think he likes/liked m back enough.
For the life in me, i do not understand why i like/liked him.
But heck! It happened...Best thing is to.........???
I dont know!

Am smiling...
Am thinking about him.
Thats always a bad sign...*shaking My head...
Oh, and yes, he is single..
I do not like other peoples boyfriends.
Girls take note.
*Leave the already taken ones

6Billion+ people in the world and you of course' fall in love' with the one already taken? Thats just.....*Unresonable

I guess, its either he meets me halfway...or we can just forget this ever happened.
Am posting a love letter next...
Feeling INSPIRED!
(Feel much better now :) )
I refuse to be a sad, or heartbroken or bitter girl.
I always choose to be happy.
And i now choose to be happy

So in unrelated news,i wish my two girls, Sheila and Aggie could come to Lz.
I cannot wait to have them around...

I easily divert from the issue at hand..

Still growing...
B*e*a...